Saturday, October 31, 2009

I miss you guys.

It suddenly hits me..
How much I miss my mates whom I used to have my group study with back then..
You guys know who you are...
The girl who used to spend nights at my place,
With me just to revise for THE DAY..
Encouraging each other not to give up for the sake of doing well enough,
In order for us to get "that ticket" to pursue the stuff we wanted to pursue..
At times like this,
It reminded me a lot about those endless midnight oil with them..
Don't get me wrong here,
I have those peeps in my mind most of the time..
Cause for what they did for me in the past,
How could I possibly forget them?

Yesterday,
Steph the midget and I spoke about how stupid we were back then,
During our high school days..
And those high school stuff stop being appealing to us since we've moved on to college life,
How much college have changed both of us..
Then again,
The people I've met back then..
I do have a couple of them whom I am delighted to be in touch with,
And I haven't go around meeting them for ages..
Actually a couple of she's..
More like MONTHS for the record,
Not even a proper conversation..
All I have to say,
Which I haven't tell them enough..
Is that..
I really do miss them despite of the new stuff occuring around me..
And they will be remember and will always be..

I don't wanna mention names here,
Cause they know who are they=)
I miss you!
Sorry for not being around often.

I am still blogging for the sake of you guys just so you know.
When I am dead and gone,
That's when my blog will be dead=)

This Is It

Its halloween eve today!!!!
Mr Hanna came in with that on his head..Xp




There's a huge halloween event in my campus today,
Organized by the Student Council, ADP and TBS..
My intial plan was to go crazy in that event,
Partying and dressing up as goth..
Then I realize something that I need to do..
And I absolutely can't miss it..
So I ditched that event for..
A movie of This Is It..
With Steph=)






It was a rather emotional movie..
Steph and I can't stopped gawking at how creative he was on stage...
The stage work was so good, perfect actually,
And to think that its only his rehearsal..
He was really good towards his staff and dancers..
He really knows his music(d'oh, or else why do we call him the king of pop anyway?)
Its a must watch movie for his fans out there..
Which I think they definitely will watch it.
I don't want to spoil it for anyone..
But its an awesome documentary..

Thank you MJ for bringing joy to the world through your music when you were here,
Your music will live among us..

When I watched that movie with Steph just now,
I forgotten that he's no longer here..
Not till the documentary ended..
Then a wave of sadness swept through me.
I am glad that I ditch Halloween party for that=)

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Officially scared for life


No matter how much I try to tell myself,
That I'll do fine..
Things will be okay..
And I just havta hold on..
One month to go..

I am feeling weaker as the day passes by..
Trying to persuade myself that I like what I am doing,
That something will come out from it..
For things do happen for a reason..
But do things really do happen for a reason?
I begin to wonder..
I've tried to..
Divert my thoughts from thinking that I am screwing things up for myself..
Instead of focusing on what are my abilities,
Knowing very well what my potentials are..
Steering myself away from my interest,
Afraid of being carried away with it..
But one true fact,
That I can't stop repeating to myself...
That I am not doing what is right for myself,
And I want them all disappear from my sight this very moment..
For the day will come..
That I'll finally am doing what I truly am passionate about,
Instead of having to wait for the day that might never comes..
Why oh why ain't I defaint about it before this?
Why oh why don't I have the courage to follow my instincts?
Why oh why can't realization hits me before I make such mistakes?
I am officially scarred for life.
One month to go..
And I am still holding on..
I need strength..
For I think I am about to dissolve into thin air anytime soon.

Monday, October 26, 2009

Cousin sis's wedding ceremony

Attended a wedding ceremony yesterday noon..
My cousin sister's wedding ceremony to be exact.
It was a rather awkward event,
Perhaps its due to the fact that I can't recognize most of them there..

Met my niece!^^
Angel and Bernice..
The last time I've seen them was last year..
How fast they grow!

Thats Bernice by the way, Angel's lil sis..


My siblings got bored and I got bored too since I wasn't sitting next to my lil bro..




I suck at lying.

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Field trip to Cambodia, Day Two-The rather bright start

Embrace yourself for a post of pictures galore!!

Breakfast at the hotel



The dudes while waiting for the rest to get themselves ready










Our first destination..
This is the Mekong river by the way
The royal palace..(pictures below)

We were greeted by this lil boy..

To buy stuff from him













The Royal Palace..

Beautiful sight huh?









Wait! I wanna be in the picture too!!







The current King's house,

We are not allowed to visit that place=(










Jimmy interviewing Andrew and Victor for his documentary

Victory, being his usual gay self=)
Andrew showing off his camera while Victor gaying away beside him..Xp















Since we are not allowed to snap photographs in the National Museum of Arts..

We ended up posing for the camera by the window=D




RAWR!!!

The twins^^





I did mentioned that I've met random people and even talked to them during the trip..

And these koreans tourists were one of them..

Ernest and one of the twins along with a random Korean tourist





























The silver pagoda..














It was so terribly hawt that day,

That I can't get enough of the pepsi I brought from the vendor..




From that tree, there's this plant..


Pretty isn't it??
Neesha and Andrew got really fascinated by it..
Their expression in the pictures below says it all!XD








Lunch!







Then we are on our way to the genocide place..

The killing fields to be exact.

We spot KFC along our way..

The peeps got excited knowing that there's a KFC restaurant in Cambodia and its located near our hotel too!

The traffic..


Up next..
The goriness of our trip..



PS : Credits to Ernest, Debz, and whoever who put up the pics in Facebook. Steal Took some of the pictures from them actually..XD