Sometimes

Sometimes you come to a point where you began to lose track of what you want to fulfill at a certain age. Given the boundaries in front of you, controlling parents who are skeptical about your abilities, and things made tougher for you when you are have people who kept pulling you down when you are trying to venture out from your comfort zone. People telling you that you can't do this and that despite of the many possibilities out there. You went about searching for it, but the harder you search for it, the more you lose sight of it. It makes you question about yourself, your perspective, and whether you should just follow the norms and ditch your "big plans" for yourself with all the restrictions given to you.

You have people who ask you to wait for the right time, but the right time never seem to arrive. You have people who ask you to wait, but how long more you should wait. For the longer you wait, the more confuse you get. And being static, isn't pleasant at all. Being static is like having no directions and not knowing is there's something ahead for you to anticipate it. It's living in a shallow dark planet and wondering if you'll ever see the light. You are told that you'll be guided by someone older than you since you don't know better and it's better to choose the safer option by adhering to what have been told to you by the adults which means not allowing your thirst of discovering something when you have the passion for that area. And soon enough, passion fades, replaced by monotony of life.

If it's not for the best friend, my mind wouldn't be on track anymore. It's not being idealistic, but it's having ambition and the thirst for knowledge. The thirst for new experience. I miss having lecturers who will suggest reading materials for you when you are interested in that field and I also miss having lecturers who are more than happy to discuss other issues with you instead of asking you to wait for the semester where you'll learn about that. It makes me wonder if the direction that I am choosing for myself is right for me. Parents thought they know better, but what they don't know is times have changed since their time.

Yes, it's very discouraging. And you consistently have to pick up the pieces and patch it together, move on, and keep searching.

Guess what!?

Guess who is going to watch David Archuleta perform live next month at Stadium Negara!

Yesh!

Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!=D

A wish that got granted by a special someone *smiles happily*

From being hesitant about going, he made the decision for me.

And I appreciate it very much.

Gosh!

I am stocked!

Looking forward for David Archuleta's full concert!

Thank you, turtle!=)

Do you? Cause I do

Do you have the feeling of wanting something so much but you don't really know if it's possible for you to have it? Do you ever have the feeling of wanting something so much, but at the same time you feel the need to let it go just because you might think that it's not worth it for that period of time but letting go makes you feel like you've missed out something big?

Well I do.

Tomorrow I'll know if it's mine.

And I'll try not to be disappointed if I didn't get it.

Have a pleasant week ahead, peeps!=)

Thumbs up

You hackers=)

*thumbs up*

Do hack China gov's account pretty please?

Those people from China deserve their freedom to get access to various internet sites too.

David Archuleta to Perform Next Month!

So it has been confirmed by Sony Music Malaysia that David Archuleta will be coming to Malaysia to perform on the 26th of July, which is next month and I have my semester break too! I've been waiting for this announcement to be made. Also waiting for another chance to see David performing live. Even David Archuleta and Stadium Negara is trending on twitter now:



But why am I hesitating whether to go or not to go now? Yes the ticket price may be pricey since I have no job and I am only surviving on my allowance. And unlike some people I don't get much for my monthly expenditure. On the other hand, I am wondering if spending so much just to watch David perform live will worth my savings since I have other things in mind that I want to get my hands on.

Question now is, should I go or not go and just read people's tweets about the concert on the day itself? Ugh.>.<

X-Men First Class

This week has been a pleasant week *grins*. Besides for the fact that I've handed in my final research paper for this semester and I am only left with one more report to work on, two presentations, and one more case study before my finals.

Joined my classmates for a game of badminton on Thursday. I don't play badminton. Usually fool around with the racket or hitting people's asses with it instead of playing it. Jyun gave me a few basic pointers before I practice it and I must say it was a pretty fun game=) I miss playing basketball though.

Since it's still fresh in my mind and I am still rather hyped up over the movie. X Men first class movie is a must watch for those Marvel comics fans/superheroes fan.

Watched that with Jyun, a superhero fan. So I got someone to explain the superheroes powers and teams to me after the movie=)

Bieber look alike. But he is a she with a better voice compared to Beiber. And she makes Bieber looks rather attractive too. LOL! Not being bias. But I like her attitude from her parody..X)

Obedient Women Club!?

The Obedient Wife Club!?

Sex lesson to pleasure husbands

Wives can curb sexual problems like prostitution by being alluring and obedient to husband?!

Those three links are the articles that I read today, blaming the women for not being able to satisfy their husbands sexual drive which results in their husbands taking another wife, cheating on their wives by turning into prostitution, and abusing them. I have no words to describe how frustratingly ridiculous that is. Not only they made Muslim men sounds like a sex maniac/perv, but at the same time, they also seem to encourage men to abuse their wife/wives to "teach them a lesson" when they "disobey" them.

“Wives should welcome them with sexy clothes and alluring smiles when in the privacy of their homes.”

Don't women has a say in it? I am also very surprise that the person who came out with the idea is a woman herself. She even agreed that women should be abused and beaten up by their husband since it's their fault for disobeying their husbands.

"When asked whether it was the wife's fault for being abused, she said: Yes, most probably because she didn't listen to her husband.”

Not only that they actually justifies the domestic abuse and prostitution as if it's alright for men to beat their wives and cheat on their wives when they didn't get their sexual needs satisfied. Actually scratch that, they make men sound like they need to be fucked all the time, and the number of sex that they got will never seem to satisfy their drives. Not only it's a humiliation to the men themselves (cause although I know that men has different function, but surely they can keep their dicks to themselves)

“Domestic abuse happens because wives don't obey their husband's orders. A man must be responsible for his wife's wellbeing but she must listen to her husband,”

"To entertain their husbands is compulsory. If she doesn't do this, the husband will look for another woman... and the house will break down."

And again, blaming the women for the social problem that apparently grow from women themselves who don't know how to play their part well=.=

"We just want to ask all the wives to be obedient wives so that there will be fewer problems in our society," such as infidelity, divorce and domestic violence."

"Some wives, they just want to get married for leisure but they don't know the responsibility."

Don't they know that women, like any other human beings doesn't only have a role to be a good mother, good cook, good wife, or good provider of sex to satisfy their husbands. Our lives don't revolve around them now! We are living in the 21st century and yet we have women who still thinks that their part in their lives is to satisfy their husband needs *gag* Women shouldn't be treated like an animal. A real men will treat their woman right. Only boy toys treat their ladies as a sex object.

My say about the club is, it's plain stupid. Stupid is an understatement.

It's not the feminist talking, but isn't it obvious that they are not using their brains properly when they come out with such clubs?!

If a man only seek for sex in their woman, then why not pay for sex instead of going around hunting for a "partner" to provide them with it. They make themselves so low and cheap.

Jyun's 21st

My man turns 21 yesterday! *grins*

He can be so silly sometimes and he's someone that can make me laugh at the little things that he does. He is my part time boyfriend and full time best friend, study partner, and confidant=) Jyun is someone that can say things that you'll not think of. The randomest, silliest, and sometimes lamest things ever, but those are the things that made me laugh most of the times.

Thank you for being you, Jyun=) And happy belated birthday! You are a year older and I know you don't feel a year older yet. I'll catch up with you soon in a few months time *winks*

7 months ♥